If I may speak to my experience: I don’t count fear as an emotion. Why? Because true fear is not a choosing thing, it is a biological response. It just happens, and I am always grateful after the fact, when I can actually comprehend what has just happened. Have you ever slammed on your brakes, coming just shy of rear-ending someone, before you even knew you were doing it? Ever fall to the ground when someone you aren’t even consciously aware of pulls a gun out and starts shooting? That is what I am talking about when I say fear.
Appropriate Response?
Any time I am aware of a fear response OUTSIDE of a life-threatening situation, the reason that fear causes an anxiety within me is because I am not IN a life threatening situation. It is an inappropriate biological response in that moment. The emotion is the anxiety… and this is also a blessing. It tells me, “Hey, your fear response is acting up. This is inappropriate.” And unlike fear, it doesn’t let up. It keeps coming back to me, like an angel, telling me something is amiss.
Once I acknowledge this, I can then take the intuitive action to allow my body to have a response that is appropriate for my situation… the fear and my emotions and my thoughts can have a chance to get unentangled.
With practice, the fear response I have in inappropriate situations goes away. Certain stimuli stop pushing all my fight or flight buttons. I no longer think or behave from a fearful place in situations where it is unwarranted, which is ANY situation in which life or limb is not in imminent danger.
This is why I state that IN MY EXPERIENCE, fear IS Love (with a capital L). Everything my body does naturally is Love. When I deny that, I create suffering for myself. When I love every part of my Love, I create joy. ?
Diagnosis…… No Thank YOU
When I was 24 I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder. I finally went to a doctor after my panic attacks got so bad that I would just leave work [in the middle of my shift]. I was going to get fired unless I received immediate medical attention. The psychiatrist told me that because of my personal and family history I would be on medication for the rest of my life to control my anxiety. I made the decision right then and there to not accept that as truth. Why? Because I simply didn’t want to.
I did not have any conscious understanding of any of this at that time, but 6 years later here I am. I haven’t taken medication for anxiety in 4 years now. (2 years to a lifetime? Epic win, point Sovereign Being.)
I do not have panic attacks. I very rarely feel a fear response in my life. Not because I avoid the inappropriate things that cause the response (in fact, I relish any opportunity to transmute it), but because I have not allowed my fear/anxiety knots to rule me in any way shape or form. I am Master here, not any corrupt programming. I am not that programming, I am the One who notices it. And I take advantage of the opportunities presented to me. Every fear/anxiety knot is just one of many opportunities to allow Love/God to rewrite my programming, correcting it to Divine Truth.
Choosing Meditation
I would encourage anyone to establish a daily meditation practice. There is no longer any need to become a hermit on a mountain or in a cave to reach enlightenment – the planet’s energy at this time supports the process to happen with joy, grace, and ease for all who intend to experience it in this way, and much faster than ever has been available in the past. For 20 minutes a day simply BE with yourself, ALL of you, in whatever way is exciting to you (breathing exercises, guided visualization, walking slowly, qi gong, yoga).
Intention is EVERYTHING, so intend for it to be a joyous practice that yields fantastic results in no time at all, with no disruption or trauma! It may not seem like anything significant is happening at first but you will experience tremendous shifts within yourself over time, and these changes will happen more and more rapidly as you become more comfortable with them. I would also encourage anyone to spend as much time as possible with other people on this path just enjoying one another’s company
and having as much fun as possible!
Jamie Lewis shares her insights on life, healing and happiness. You can read more of her writing online and find her on Facebook. Jamie K Lewis











